So, it's been awhile since I sat down and wrote a blog..Not for lack of thoughts and ideas..more for lack of time and energy. I've been trying to work out and keep the house clean and I guess life just caught up with me. Anyways...Jason just enrolled in College again to take some courses online and it got me thinking that maybe I should finish my degree as well. Now I'm not looking for a "career" per-say, just a degree in something that interests me. I love my job staying home with the kids, I wouldn't change it for anything.
I started college going for a Music ED degree, well anything to do with Music is out because I only want to take on-line classes and choir on-line seems a little ridiculous (lol). I also don't really want to do education (sorry mom) not to mention it is also an impossible degree to do strictly on-line. I started thinking about how I want to draw closer to God and have a better relationship with Him. I looked for Religious degrees. I looked into the school Jason will be "attending" and I'm not so sure whether that is the right fit for me or not. I then looked into degrees from regent University which is the school Jason originally wanted to "go to".
Religious Studies really caught my eye..now it makes me excited and nervous at the same time. On one hand I will learn A LOT which is super cool..I've looked through the courses and there are a TON and yeah some I wouldn't have chosen to take but those are probably the ones I will learn the most from. On the other hand I know it is going to be extremely challenging and hard and I don't know if it will be too much for me to take on. I have so many goals to accomplish and I'm not sure if this will be me biting off more than I can chew you know?
I have a lot to think about I guess..It would be something great to get my mind off of Jason being gone but I already have a ton of stuff planned to occupy my time. I guess I just need to pray about it.
No real challenge tonight..just be strong and know that God will never give you more than you can handle but He will push you to your limits. Also remember God blesses those who give selflessly. He reminded me of that one this past week. God is good! :)
